Dietrich Bonhoeffer... a Christian martyr

dietrich bonhoeffer




Dietrich Bonhoeffer (1906 - 1945) was a German Lutheran theologian. For his opposition to the Nazi regime, Bonhoeffer was arrested and executed during the last month of the war.

He wrote this poem in 1944 while he was jailed in the Gestapo prison in Berlin. He was hanged on April 9, 1945.



Who Am I?

Who am I? They often tell me
I would step from my cell’s confinement
calmly, cheerfully, firmly,
like a squire from his country-house.

Who am I? They also tell me
I would talk to my warders
freely and friendly and clearly,
as though it were mine to command.

Who am I? They also tell me
I would bear the days of misfortune
equably, smilingly, proudly,
like one accustomed to win.

Am I then really all that which other men tell of?
Or am I only what I myself know of myself,
restless and longing and sick, like a bird in a cage,
struggling for breath, as though hands were compressing my throat,
yearning for colors, for flowers, for the voices of birds,
thirsting for words of kindness, for neighborliness,
trembling with anger at despotisms and petty humiliation,
tossing in expectation of great events,
powerlessly trembling for friends at an infinite distance,
weary and empty at praying, at thinking, at making,
faint, and ready to say farewell to it all?

Who am I? This or the other?
Am I one person today, and tomorrow another?
Am I both at once? A hypocrite before others,
and before myself a contemptibly woebegone weakling?
Or is something within me still like a beaten army,
fleeing in disorder from victory already achieved?


Clouds (c) FreeFoto.com

Who am I? They mock me, these lonely questions of mine.
Whoever I am, thou knowest, O God, I am thine.

Committed to Jesus

Return from Dietrich Bonhoeffer to Home Page

Google

Custom Search


SBI!